Creating My Own Caverject Injections
If you are following my progress, you know that caverject is expensive and that I use a lot of it in a week. As my source of pharmacy bought caverject kits dried out for a few weeks, I was forced to use my plan B: make my own. I hesitated because I rather pay more for the caverject since it was already sterilized, but necessity made me take the risk and manufacture my own sterile injections from research grade materials. I am so glad I did, because my total cost of alprostadil injections for a month has gone from $600 to around $50. One batch lasts for 4 weeks without completely losing potency, and my second batch I decided to video my experiment in case anyone wanted to buy it as an electronic download. But who knows what the demand is for this kind of technical information, and blogging about it and waiting for a response is the means I am used to.
The method involves collecting all the necessary ingredients and tools like sterile vials, syringes, research grade pge-1, bacteriostatic water, syringe filters for sterilization, and various gauge needles. The technique could be further refined, but the principles should be about the same.
The concept is simple: create a solution with the desired concentration of alprostadil, then pass it though a sterilizing filter to remove any bacteria, viruses, microbes. What is important is to use a sterile technique to avoid contamination, using what is available. The use of a bacteriostatic solvant allows a small margin of error, which in this case is acceptable. The filtering process is the most important part for safety reasons (to avoid infections), and the measuring part is more important for correct dosing (to avoid priapisms).
Although I have had this plan B for several years, and repeated the process in my mind countless times, actually doing it is tricky. Manufacturing a new vial of alprostadil seems easy compared to the next inevitable step: testing it on myself.
My first dose was equivalent to a whole bottle of caverject, which is 22mcg. Loading my insulin syringe into the autoinjector, I hesitated to pull the trigger. This was THE moment of truth. Do I trust myself with my sterile manufacturing technique? Is the risk worth it? Does it feel right?
Being scared has different tones. In this case, it told me that it was normal to feel scared, but I knew I did everything correctly. I learned all about sterile technique from my other hobbies such as mushroom growing and winemaking. Injection making was just the progression of those skills.
I pressed the button on the autoinjector, and the needle plunged into my dick with a whoosh. Moments like this I remember, because so many emotions are being felt. Mad scientists need to start somewhere! What if... what if...? Doubts are natural too, and are meant to guide us, not keep us prisoner of our insecurity, in my opinion.
As predicted, the shot gave me a medium erection, which was exactly what I expected from that dose. My calculations were correct, and my measuring precise. My trust in myself increased with my new sucess. I never realized how important penis enlargement was for my personal growth, as well as physical growth. One of those things I learn from experience, as it confirms that the journey is more important than the destination. Of all the obsessions I've had so far, chemical penis enlargement is the best one despite the stigmas attached to it. To top it all of, it best matches my profession as an escort and my personality to do my own thing (without encouragement from others). Why is the lonely road more appealing to me? Maybe because I fancy rhetorical questions and answering them lol. As a child, being weird set me apart from other kids. I guess I never grew out of it.
Wow, blogging on my phone and a boston terrier on my lap gives me eyestrain and a cramped neck! Gonna take the pooches for a walk and make something to eat.
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Ronielle